11/29

Today was supposed to be a day filled with great news, today my mom turned 62 years old. We were suppose to walk into the hospital and get to bring her home and continue on our journey to recovery. Today we were told she only had 6 months to live.... I know I need more than 6 months to spend with my mom, I know I want my kids to remember the great women she is and grow up with her. Is that selfish of me? I don't want her to suffer but I want her to live, I want to see her smile. Part of me makes me believe that my grandmother is calling for her and she needs her. I know my God is good and whatever He picks is for His glory but I wish I could take it all back and just have her better again. This has taught me to love people more, to appreciate them more and to not take anything for granted.

I'm praying with all of my heart, God if you hear me I'm gamed for a miracle.

Bless the Lord, O my soul,
and all that is within me,
bless his holy name!
Bless the Lord, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits,
who forgives all your iniquity,
who heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit,
who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,
who satisfies you with good
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.

Psalm 103:1-5

I love you mom, Happy Birthday. I’m glad you’re with us today.