All the time

I think about you all the time. There is not a moment or second that I'm not thinking about you. I think about what type of mom you were and I think about the last couple of months alot but most of all I think about before these couple of months, how energetic and determine you were about everything. Words can't explain the type of pain I feel. Some days I'm ok I feel numb, most of the time and some days my heart aches so much. I miss her more and more each day and my pain is more realistic each day. I think about our last conversation ALL the time word for word.